meaning and the purpose of it all

it escapes me

so clear

the meaning and purpose of it all

revealing feeling

the meaning and the purpose of it all

somehow

is important for some 

reason

much as i am able

these words describe a moment

making

life more tangible

more bearable

they will relate a mutual agony

and through this

the hope of our lives 

will become

more visceral

more real

more immediate

eventhough i have forgotten these

words i wished to speak

the absence of memory